I suddenly realised that a human being is the most feeble and useless thing than anything that exists in this world. And I'm SERIOUS. If I had a chance to choose, I would have rather liked to be a random rock or some kind of weed on the street, even though that might mean that I gotta be kicked around by people, cars and dogs. Really, it doesn't matter a bit for me. I'd prefer it that way. At least, weeds and rocks can't feel or think, or forced to look at others' faces wondering if the person in front of me likes what I'm saying or not.
No, I'm not stressed out about THAT point of being a human. But think about it, life could be a whole lot easier if I was a mere stone. Ain't I right?
It is a disgusting thing to be a human. And life as a human stinks. You are practically useless thing in this universe! Not just useless, but a bad, bad thing! Exhaling a large amount of carbon dioxide for lifetime, polluting air, rivers, lakes, seas and earth.. destroying ozone layer, sending spacecrafts and satellites into the space to create more and more waste materials, they are numberless to count. Oh, one more thing; giving birth to their heirs in order to let them continue this destruction in later generations. Heck. People these days even burn themselves into ashes when they die off. What waste of nitrogen(Hope I named the right substance :P)!
O.K. I'll tell you what. It's all because I am feeling useless and actually am kind of cynical today. All negative and angry(Note that I'm not like this all the time!). But see, now I'm like,
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No, I'm not depressed at all. I just feel useless and it makes me angry.
About what? Well, guess it's myself. I can't really blame anyone, can I? I mean, I can't blame my parents for giving birth to me(although sometimes I do feel like putting the blame on them), or the God for creating me and giving me life. I know life is a precious thing, and no one's supposed to kill themselves or whatsoever(still there are people who do, tho)... But seriously human's of NO GOOD at all! There's no way you can defend this evil species! I am useless, and that's definitely a fact. Alright, there might be someone saying no, and thank you if you think so, but, ah. I don't wanna argue about it. Just leave me alone to criticise and insult myself.
Again I say, I'm not sad or depressed. I'm just angry about humans being so useless, useless, USELESS.
Oh dear. This reminds me of last year when you were going on about humans wrecking the universe. (That was funny) I guess everyone sumtimes feels like they're useless and it's pointless being alive or sth but I believe that there's a reason for everyone in this world to be here. And if you can't figure out what it is at least you can just live for the people you love. It's not useless. We are all here for a reason.
ReplyDeleteThere's something behind this. Tell me about it next time ok?
One more thing - YOU ARE NOT USELESS. Read my letter again - you obviously need to refresh your memory.